Im living in someone else's life..
this is the exact opposite of what i really wanted to be..
I don't know myself anymore..
I just don't know..
I can't stand this..
I need to go away..
I need to find myself..
and I have to act fast..
This stupid thing called "EMOTION" makes me sick..
Can't say anything..
I tried to be existential sometimes..
reflecting what lies beneath myself..
but it's no use..
I need something..
something stronger than that..
I know what that thing is and I know where can it be found..
it's inside me..
-don' let me grew tired of waiting..because when I say I'll stop..I really mean it.