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June 16, 2010

the replaced: maximization of the grieving

here i am again.
alone.
very vulnerable.
suffering because of the replaced.
i have been replaced.
i have been torn apart.
this time too many.
one snap.
its all gone.
i am chasing something that is impossible to be chased.
because i have been replaced.
hush now.
tomorrow will be another day.
but don't be too optimistic.
everything is possible.
the sun might be overpowered by the heavy rainfall.
that can't be changed.
and yes, i have been replaced.
defining loneliness to the extreme.
sleepless nights.
endless suicidal attempts.
maximization of the grieving.
i am never shock-proof.
the stentorian laments are skyrocketing.

stuck.

trapped.

lost.

forgotten.



i have been replaced.

22 comments:

itsMePeriod said...

YAPOS NG SOBRANG HIGPIT PARA SA AKING ANAK..

:)

Jepoy said...

Define Stentorian?! Nose bleed much!

It's so dictionated at ang ganda ng structure. LOL

OK, Uhhhm this looks serious so I'll try my best to be serious.

So you've been replaced huh?! Indeed, it hurts but the least thing you can do is to stand up and show that person "Putakels ka eto iniwan mo oh, bitch" or you can be miserable the whole day at mag mukang tanga.

Make sense ba? LOL

engel said...

is this about the record breaker?

cuz if it is, medyo malabo, weren't you the one who left him?

if it isn't, then i have no question.

you'll be okay. ;)

JR said...

Oh oh..okay lang yan..isipin mo na lang na maganda ka at marami ang maghahabol sa yo so its not your loss baby..come to fafa and I'll give you a f*ck (este hug)...cheer-up boy..

glentot said...

Tama nga ang bali-balita you have a very big diction. BWAHAHAHAHAHA! At maximization talaga! (ano yun...)

imsonotconio said...

oh dont be sad andito naman me eh

Nimmy said...

awwwwwwww. big hugggggggggggg

Felipe said...

confirmation lang ito na.... 'day, rumampa ka na.....!

Naku, kung ikaw ang makita ko sa batis ng Pasay, haharangan kita sa hallways at.... at.... at... xerex much. Go lang at ibandera sa universe na you are free. I-replace mo din siya. Dont waste time on iyak-iyak. Have fun.

citybuoy said...

Wouldn't it be nice if we could all love and be loved in the exact same way we want to? But often times, it doesn't work out that way. Don't worry about being replaced. Most likely, it just means he wasn't for you. Would you rather stay in a relationship that doesn't work or cut your losses early on into the game?

At whurrabout maximization. the dick-shun reference is just too easy! haha

caloy said...

AD: thanks. :)

jepoy: kala ko ba i'll try my best to be serious? hahaha!

engel: yeah, magkaiba sila. para yan kay "Ang una at ang huli" hahaha

JR: ka-baboy mo..tara? hahaha!

glen: bastos! hahaha! kulit much

imsonotconio: hindi mo naman ako pinapansin eh.. :(

nimmy: thanks. :|

felipe: ay parang gusto ko yan! hahaha! san ka sa pasay? number mo? whahahaha!

citybuwi: tantanan nyo ko sa dick! pakita ko sa inyo to eh! hahahaha! LOL

PABLONG PABLING said...

ow ow. again kung ang mga kontinente nga nag hihiwa hiwalay tayo pa kayang mga may love life lang

caloy said...

paps: wow! metaphor ba yun? hahahaha!

kikilabotz said...

wala po bang tagalog version nito? wala akong maintindihan ..nosebleed..

kikilabotz said...

wala po bang tagalog version nito? wala akong maintindihan ..nosebleed..

kiel estrella said...

ano ba yung masakit? yung hiwalayan o yung mapalitan?

Yas Jayson said...

magkwento ka sa susunod na pagkikita. HAHA!

caloy said...

kikilabotz: hahaha! ako nga din eh, hindi ko din yan maintindihan. hahaha!

kiel estrella: uhmm..both? kasi shemper, kapag hiniwalayan ka, mapapaltan ka. hahaha! diba? :)

yas: tse! eh ang gulo-gulo nga ng sked mo eh! :))

citybuoy said...

wag ka ganyan. sa dinami-dami ng blogger, may papatol at papatol diyan. haha

Yas Jayson said...

at ako pa ang magulo ang sked?

casado said...

at talagang may suicide attempts ahaha ayan i am taking it literally ahhaha :P

sa ganda mong yan, u can replace him too! ahaha :P

Sendo said...

get well soon kung ano man yan..^^.. go fight win pa rin sa buhay....wahh kidlat!!! ulan na ulan samin hehe

caloy said...

citybuwi: i know! kaya nga pinangangalandakan ko. hahaha! baka may pumatol. :p

yas: nakakarindi kaya yun! basta magulo! hahaha!

soltero: naku, imposible. di ko papaltan yun. perslab eh. hahaha!

sendo: magaling naman ako. naalala ko lang siya bigla. :|